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July 5th, 2006
10:43 am

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pretty little sunset in chains cause these powerlines keep interfering and I don't even see them anymore unless I look real hard. can't even hear the buzzing, too worried about money or work or future, which is all just money. I don't even know what nature or beauty is because all I can think of are bills and cutting corners to save money or to have enough money just to survive. A society based on primal needs now has a middle man. This structure is built on the existing, it is perpetually driven. At a basic level, production implies labor and wages, but in general, the wages being paid for labor cycle back into a system, nullifying the former state. This element appears and disappears constantly, neutralizing itself. This process is accepted, though. It is so ancient in culture that it is not questioned. The prospect would be relative to asking a patriot to distrust his government. We basically keep working to eat and to fill a whole new complex set of "needs." Nice wardrobe, nice car, nice house, nice technological standing, all with our respective amounts of freedom. It is a hard push deciding whether you want financial freedom or extra time. Just fat pigs cleaned up and perfumed, raised to conform to a particular set of ideals and goals. But overall, it is progress. We're getting somewhere at least.. hopefully closer to Jesus, or closer to happiness, or closer to devotion to anything so long as it suits a purpose. Our own little Truths.

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December 8th, 2005
10:02 am

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2005: Hegghh )

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November 8th, 2005
09:49 am

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I hate when telemarketers trick me. I feel so dirty and naive and dirty. Sometimes I don't think that I'm really cut out for this world. I am not very tuff and way too detached to be sinister. I feel like an ethereal being struggling between worlds before the hand of Zorbys takes me to my next mission. I wish everyone would accept their True Lord. Many a ballsy year ago a Man came down to greet us with His existence. It was not found out until 1985 that He was the Lord of the Universe, Zorbys. Casually known as MJ during his physically entrapped and slaving away at life trying to reach the Peniscle life, Zorbys sent us spriritual messages through guiding tunes of Sass and Whimsy. A small group was formed quite coincidentally as each had found their path through the Light of Zorbys. We now assemble every midnight to praise his Wang. ;)

Kathy, if I pour hot sauce on an old man's wiener will I gain the title of Cerebral Ballsy? I need meaning in my life and I think that title will do it for me.

billie jean no es mi amor, solo es una chica que cree que ella es LA UNA pero tu quieres una manzana

mang I'm going to get fired from life

Current Mood: xylophone

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October 25th, 2005
01:21 pm

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I'm trying to be all sappy and write thank you letters for work but all I can come up with is stuff that isn't overwhelmingly cheery. The only things I can think to say are always politically or socially charged. I don't think that I would ever be a good leader. I don't think I could fool people very well. Maybe some day I can be like Carl Rove. Or Karl Marx. Or Max Payne. Or Major Payne. Or Major Tom. Or Roseanne.

Maybe some day I will transcend into the Ultimate Being where I take my place as the God of Mang

Current Music: I am

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October 9th, 2005
10:26 pm

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por mujer
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September 19th, 2005
08:21 am

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yeaboy
Read more... )about my wiener

Current Music: how bizarre

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September 14th, 2005
10:46 pm

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My car is going to catch on fire while at least one of the wheels falls off. No song ever seemed more appropriate to play while driving than "Livin' on a Prayer".

I've been feeling anxious a lot lately. Monday was a really good day. It made my brain all poolangled. Vague, but that's just because I want to confuse Ian.

I still plan on celebrating Mexican Independence Day Friday night after work... if none of you guys assist in the celebration of my Mexican heritage, I'm still fuggin celebrating!

Current Mood: poolangly
Current Music: daft punk, discovery
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September 10th, 2005
03:10 am

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crested butte
things that I am obsessed with lately:

oatmeal
romeo and juliet soundtrack (f you guys)
buck rogers in the 25th century

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September 7th, 2005
06:07 pm

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mexican independence day
also,

SOMEONE GET DRUNK WITH ME SEPTEMBER 16

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05:13 pm

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There are so many moments when I feel this irresistible inclination to express a moment. It's a point when a memory collides with a tune that collides with good weather and this general ambient feeling. When I feel simultaneously at peace and bombarded with everything. It is as if every quiet, lovely moment is too overwhelming to take in simply. I am always reminded of exactly how systems of life operate--a still lake only appears that way but there are so many elements at play--those that we can specify and calculate and others that are so buried within themselves that we can hardly begin to even understand. The diagnostic life and the heartfelt life are a total dichotomy. The hardest thing to understand of the two is the fact that they are inherently connected--they are the (balls) same thing. I always picture life as an infinite hierarchy of systems. That everything built above everything is built below everything. And that even my existence is drastically split between the social and the thoughtful. But those exist simultaneously as well. I believe that is where the awkwardness is born.

I suppose there's nothing I can do but raise the roof

Current Music: romeo and juliet soundtrack!

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September 6th, 2005
09:09 am

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danger zone
I get all excited thinking about Halloween because I love Halloween decorations and candy and shitty Halloween movies (Hocus Pocus!) and other Halloween related things. Also, because it means that it's going to get cold and that makes me excited because the winter is so romantic! However, I will say that I think every other season is romantic, too... There is just always something about the winter that lights a figurative fire in my loins

I wonder what life is going to be like when I'm all growed up. Will I still laugh at boners, my friends? Will I??

four words:
TAKE MY BREATH AWAY

Current Music: shins

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September 3rd, 2005
02:25 am

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http://www.livejournal.com/users/interdictor/

I sincerely cannot think of any sensical words to say regarding how I feel about all of this..

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September 2nd, 2005
03:34 am

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August 29th, 2005
09:09 am

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I would like to take this moment out of my day to appreciate Erin's carnival laugh.


haaahgrgrrgoooohhooh ooh

four years!!111

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August 28th, 2005
02:31 am

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I've reached new lows
I've been a woman of excesses lately



..so I decided to write a poem about it:

cream cheese danish,
O, why are you so free
I could not bare to throw thee away
without a little nibble for my belly

but O, how delicious you were
a bite was nary enough
and soon I found myself
embraced in your creamy, delicious
stuffe

like a taste from heaven you were
as I huddled around your being
wrapped in warm desire
a burning flame for sweet yearning

like all wanted things,
you escaped from my sight
but I rest assured knowing
that forever you will be
found in the delicious remnants
of my memory

-T.S. Hubert

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August 26th, 2005
10:42 am

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Man, it is a really weird feeling to go to the Applebee's in the same city I went to high school and worked at Wal-Mart for a year. Everyone looked familiar and some I actually pointed out from high school. How depressing. I got all of the same crappy high school vibes. Especially when I spilled my drink and this girl laughed at me, which is funny on numerous levels. Not that I got made fun of a lot in high school.... (I was so cool)

things that have been on my mind lately:
throwdown
schoolin'
viscoelastic memory cells
the crazytrain that is life
horizontal bone dance
phantom zZz
needing to return this movie to blockbuster
sugginit oX<
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haha....

hahahahgaigahgahagaiagaigahairichair

Current Music: american analog set

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August 24th, 2005
01:36 pm

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I really love swimming at night. I also love other various and sundry night activities.. especially those that occur around Halloween during a thunderstorm while listening to Relationship of Command. Intense.

also, here is a list of sweet night-related music:
Nightrain
I Need You Tonight
Two Minutes to Midnight
Fly by Night
Three Dog Night

I think it's safe to say that everything sweet happens at night. ESPECIALLY THE HORIZONTAL BONE DANCE

Current Music: daft punk, discovery

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August 23rd, 2005
10:20 am

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buy me a telescope guys (nerd entry)
I've not been able to look at the moon lately without dazing off into remembering that what I'm looking at is actually a sphere displaced far enough that we can only see the mini version of it. And that the crescent or skewed shape is just from direction of light and that the only reason that we can see it at all is from the sun. And that every other planet in the sky that we see is also simply by reflection.. just that those planets are far as balls away.

It kind of puts me into perspective every time I do that. And I definitely need a check because I am very inclined to get caught up with bullhonky on a daily basis.

I was playing UT at Fry's yesterday and really just running around looking for people to kill when this old dude comes up behind me and says something along the lines of "you're really good". He remained standing behind me asking weird questions so I decided to kill myself in game and walk off very quickly. My life needs less creepy dudes and more cool dudes.

and now to swim

Current Music: wilco, yankee hotel foxtrot

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August 17th, 2005
09:06 am

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sweet
"This month and next, Earth is catching up with Mars in an encounter that
will culminate in the closest approach between the two planets in
recorded history. The next time Mars may come this close is
in 2287. Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs on
Mars and perturbs its orbit, astronomers can only be
certain that Mars has not come this close to Earth
in the Last 5,000 years, but it may be as long as
60,000 years before it happens again.

The encounter will culminate on August 27th when
Mars comes to within 34,649,589 miles of Earth and
will be (next to the moon) the brightest object in
the night sky."

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August 14th, 2005
05:29 pm

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I had this idea of the creepy dancing lady dancing to the seizure robots song and I can't get it out of my head.

Current Music: ladytron, 604

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